Have You??

have you ever felt that you're no longer your self?
when you no longer hear the things you used to hear
speak the words you never spoke before
or walk on the road which you know it's not your direction

what do you feel?

when you're laughing but nothing's funny

when you're crying for the things you cannot touch anymore

what do you feel?

these days were sophisticated lately
all the same things happen all over again
you cannot bear it
it's all way too tiresome

you frequently thirst after heaps of fresh things

you want to go away

break away

to find your new way

how do you feel
when you finally realize
that the chair you're sitting on now is not yours
and you have to move away
but you can't because you don't have another one as the substitution

what would you do

if you finally found out that you're now on the wrong lane

you're in rush hour

you could not turn around and catch your direction back

because everything surrounds you goes too fast

you could not chase it

you're turning into a desperate being in the middle of you don't even know where

what would you do then?